Are we committed?

So we're staring down the last 2 lessons of the Tabernacle study. I think we've had more drop outs than people who have stuck with this study so far. In talking with the women, the theme is the same, no time to do the homework. And, let's face it, you don't get as much out of the discussions when you haven't done the lesson.

So yesterday I was finishing up my homework, and it talks about what it must have felt like for Moses when all the items for the tabernacle passed inspection. It has been a challenge for us to LEARN about all the details and specific instructions that went into creating each article in the tabernacle. God even chose who could do what, in what order, with what materials and so on. Exhausting work in my opinion. I've been studying for weeks, and I still mix up the golden and bronze alters occassionally.

Imagine the Israelites building this thing. Hammering out the lampstand out of one solid piece of gold. Weaving intricate images of cherubim into the hides. Can you even imagine the time involved, the dedication it must have taken? And remember it wasn't like they could just throw a frozen pizza in the oven for supper either, just eating and having water to drink took time and energy to pull it off, add all of these projects to the "to-do list" and wow, what dedication it must have taken.

Today we're not asked to hammer out golden lampstands, and cover acacia wood with gold to make a the table of the bread of the presence. And modern conveniences exist all around us to make our daily tasks easier and less time consuming...I mean, can you imagine washing your clothes with a rock in the river??? yuck.

The Bible is full of every single answer to all the issues in our daily life. God tells us to trust Him, that He will care for us, he watches over the birds of the field he will watch over us. Over and over the stories and God's own words in the Bible show us that anything and everything that happens in our lives was ordained by God who loves us, our prayers are brought to The Father thru Jesus who lives to intercede for us...if that doesn't make us sleep better at night, I don't know what will!!!

But, in order to believe what the Bible tells us, to trust God fully....YOU HAVE TO OPEN IT AND READ IT! I spent years and years calling myself a believer....and never opening the Bible. In my life this led to double minded living. From years of growing up in the church, I knew what the Bible said, and what God's promises were, but without spending time in a relationship with God, my head and heart were always messed up. Life's challenges felt like punishment, and I could never see how any good would come from the trials I was facing. Things were hopeless, and life was a mess.

I'm just wondering if anyone in this generation would have put in the time and dedication it took Moses and the Israelites to build a tabernacle? Can you think of anyone who would have stepped up? I mean we don't even have what it takes to complete 10 lessons of homework with 14 days to get 5 days completed. I myself have struggles this year to complete the lessons. It feels like toooooo much information every week, my brain is stretched in many directions and without the proper level of quite and peace to get the homework done, I find myself missing key components the first time around. I've nearly done every lesson 2 times just to get the full effect of the day's lesson. Would I have done this if I didn't have to lead....I'm not positive I would have. I may very well have been a drop out. I'm busy. Carving out quiet time is hard.

When Moses learned that every item they had worked so hard to complete for the tabernacle had been inspected and approved, he blessed the people. And you know what those of us who have stuck this year's study out are receiving blessing every week thru the video teaching, and thru the discussions. As hard and time consuming as it has been I would not trade the fact that at this moment in time I have a better understanding of the Bible than I ever have before.

And for me, this study has worked to make the knowledge that Jesus death was for me, even sinner, loud mouth, daily messing it up, ME! Praise God for his perfect plan. He inspired the very lessons we complete, and He knows exactly who needs what encouragement, and then we ask Him to teach us thru His Word each week, and He does!

I'm just saying, I have friends who go to a personal trainer 5 days a week, spending large amounts of cash, and a lot of time, in order to maintain a slim body. I see friends who go to a tanning bed and lay in it for 30 minutes every single day to look tan in the winter. Yet it's hard for us to spend time with God who has a lot more to offer us than a hot, tan body. And I was the same way, and I still am, I spend time I could use to meet with God on a whole lot of useless things. But I praise God for the women who will complete this study with me. It's been a long hard road with a whole lot of blanks to fill in. But the blessings are already obvious.

And next year, as many of you know I will be in Florida, and most likely not yet leading a Bible study, but I will be hunting down a structured study to attend. I will make time in my schedule to go, whether that means changing a work schedule or even, (gasp) taking time out of laying on the beach. God will be a priority to me, and I'm asking my sisters in the Word to hold me accountable for it.

Thank you to each of you who faithfully attend and share your lives. I think of you all often with love, and I will always remember the time we've spent together.